*Sigh. I'm feeling so gloomy, so dejected, and so so despondent. Did you ever felt that once you have had everything in the world, the things you adore is going to disappear from you one by one? Well, that is happening to me now. Damnit.
A couple of weeks before, I was chatting with louis when he asked me if I was planning to come back to sec 5. So I told him that I wanted to but I cant make it, anyway thanks for encouraging me and telling me that I am going to make it back but I guess I already knew how badly I'd did for N's. I really seriously regretted not studying earlier and harder last time but regretting isnt going to get me anywhere now. So I'll just have to put in double of my effort to buck up and start on my o's with may. Both of us aimed for the same thing : to get into a poly.
K. Btw, tmr's kenneth last day of work before he go to save singapore. In other words, its my last day working with an annoying and irritating boy. By right and by my tone, I should be glad but I'm not. Without him, I'd have no one to annoy and to be annoyed at. I'd have to do everything by myself (and of couse with louis too but he's not much of a help only sometimes he's quite ok.) and I'd have to rely and depend on myself not to make any mistakes. (if possible.)
K-bomb is one of the work partners that are the closest with me except may of couse! So I'd have one less person to gossip with, to makan with and to have fun with. ANYWAY, I 'll remember to remind him about the 2 treats he owed me for the bets he had lost. HAHA.
Below are the photos taken with my clique during these past few years :
During sec1, we were immatured and lame LOL!
Sec2, we grew up by a little.
Sec3, we are still together as one.
Sec4, we still love to take group photos together.
AND graduation night! This might be the last photo we took together..
Why do I keep running away from the truth? All I ever think about is you. You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized. Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush? Do you catch a breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do? I'm trying and trying to walk away but I know this crush aint going away..
